Either the pills slowly eat me away or I give up, because apparently there is no hope with crohns.
I was kind of happy at first to be getting off of some of my medicine but now I’m getting to be back where I started. So. Yeah.
Today on my run I kinda figured out that I have a lot of fire burning within me. It’s not a good thing if it’s left unchecked, and it comes out in emotions like jealousy and anger and resentment. So I think that I need to figure out a furnace, so to speak, to harness all that fire and turn it into some good energy. Cause right now it’s just exploding everywhere.
I got attacked by big dogs 3 times when I was growing up and was fearful for my life when around them until I was about 20; never did I imagine I’d get a dog and that that dog would keep me alive many times.